Hello Lovelies
It's me here updating the dead space again.
I believe there's still people reading right? (:
Yes, things happen again and it's getting so sickening and tired for me and I feel like I'm breaking down but I am really moving on strongly for my two babies, as I have to and also I won't collapse so easily because of those people who trying to pull me down.
If you added me on Facebook or follow me on my Facebook, I think you'll should have guess what's going on recently for me. Yes, all about that bastard again. It's really damn annoying and fucked up but what to do, he is just simply immature. I can't help it either. He has to grow up by himself, I can't always be there to help me up.
Just like the quote above. I never know how strong I can be and I have to be until being strong was my only choice left. That's why I have to be strong and I got to be, if not my two girls will be suffering with me which I doesn't want it to happen at all. Anyway, I'm glad life was still being alright though there's still ups and downs and obstacles.
Thankful that I've families and friends who are very supportive and are very nice to be there for me :) I'm really glad that I have them. At least, I've someone to talk to and to let out my feelings and stuff if not I'll be feeling so terrible.
I ever seen his friend say, "if she think that being a single mom is proud, then let her be". I wanted to confront this person but I did not because I don't think there is a need because he ain't anyone to me but if anyone out here reading my blog and have the same mindset that, "if I think that being a single mom is proud" - then let me tell you, I AM PROUD.
Being as a woman, I don't think anyone can be like some of the single Mom. To be able to stand up strong even if we just fell. I ever thought I wouldn't be able to handle it but no, I was wrong I actually could but of cos I've to thanks to my parent who are being so supportive and always there for me during those bad times.
Seriously, I am proud that I can manage to be a single parent. It is tiring and stress but I receive twice the love and happiness which none others could. Not until you are a parent yourself, you wouldn't know how great this feeling can be.
The feeling that even if you're dead tired and mad and frustrated with what's going on in your life, and just your children's smile or hug can just simply kill all these annoying feelings away.
Just like I've mention before :
" I might have lose my freedom, youth and everything that what a youngster should have now but I receive more love and happiness than the others because my two sweetheart bring all the love and happiness to me that makes me where I am right now "
Till than, I shall blog again.
Loves, xoxo
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