MY SECOND JOY!

Date : 28th September 2012

Time : 01:25 PM

 

Hello Lovelies !

From the photo above, I guess you all know what I am going to blog about already ? ^^

HELL YES, I AM PREGNANT AGAIN .

I am happy and fill with excitement, but at the same time I am kind of lost ;

because as you all know my situation right now is rather complicated.

This blog post is published out late because I still haven't tell my parents , therefore I was waiting till I tell my parents then I'll announce it . Therefore let me just blogged how did I find out than :) I'm such a happy lady and I always will be . Haha . 

How I found out my second joy :

On the 28th Sept'12, I was really tired and I whatsapp my leader that I wanted to take two hours of time off , so I have to reach work at 1030am. Before heading to work, I went to Guardian at Buangkok - I bought Clearblue Digital Pregnancy Test Kit. Why would I buy? Because I am late for my menses for a week and I've this pregnant feeling and plus, I'm feeling nausea and vomiting almost for days already so I was rather worry and thinking if I were.

I bought and head to work. Reaching my work place, I went to the toilet and tested. Because this digital is much more different than the normal one, so I was waiting and "pregnant" came out , so I thought couldn't be must be the result haven't come out because it says need to wait for 3 mins. However, 2-3 weeks come out! I was really shocked.

I called him, he was rather happy and I was rather lost still.. I book appointment at Thomson Woman's Clinic at Sengkang for ultrasound scan, however I think it was too early that the doctor could see anything therefore he ask me to do another urine test, I was like is it that the kit was wrong ; so I was went to took the urine test and went back to doctor - he say I'm having second joy but very early stage:)

After that, headed home and told my parent about it .

I know many of you must be wondering if we're getting back together, we are not because can no longer trust him after forgiving him and he did it again . Therefore, we're going for separation for 3 years and if he would to have change , and get forgiveness from my parents there might be a chance that we're getting back . For now , he can only have to work hard and get back all the trust and forgiveness .

If not, I will live my life with my two precious, family and friends because I no longer need him like I used to . I am no longer that lady that you all once known. I am much more stronger than I am before . No matter how tough this road might be, I will never abort or ever think of it . No matter how hard life is going to be now being on my own with two precious , I will work really hard and stay strong and stronger.

I will never regret having this second joy because I'm happy. It's a God's gift. I'm blessed and lucky to have the baby because I know there are people out there which wanted and couldn't have it therefore , I always cherish things that I have and feel blessed and be positive (:

With loves,

Till next time , see ya .