It's all worthwhile.

Being a single mommy is hard,

but my precious baby make every second worth it.

 

Hello to all my lovelies! :)

I'm gonna blog about my thoughts again, so please still bear with me alright?

 

I'm a Single Mommy and I'm proud that I am a Mommy, because my precious bibi make every single of my mommy moment a very happy and worth one. She is a very healthy, adorable and smiley girl that makes me feel blessed to have her in my life . From the day that I give birth to her, she make me feel that my life is filled with colors and happiness that's why, no matter if I'm a Single parent or not it doesn't really matter. What matter is she is happy and she grow up healthy .

The moment when she is born, I'm born too.
The woman is existed but the mother never. A mother is something absolutely new and because of that , from being a girl to a woman - I've learnt a lot throughout the process . From all this obstacles that I've go through, it makes me a stronger and independent woman, becoming more matured and looking further at my future with my precious girl.


Now that I am a Mommy already, I am never really alone in my thoughts because a mother always has to think twice - once for herself and once for her child. Therefore, even though I've made the decision of being a single parent, I did thought for my child too. I know it's not fair and pity for her to grow up in a incomplete family but still, in the future I'll always explain to her why is that so and teach her to be positive and never let her feel different.
 

 I know that the path ahead of me might be tough and might not be smooth , but I'll still stand strong and be brave to overcome everything that is coming to me .. Though now I might have a hard time putting down everything , but at least I am trying bits by bits . It all take times isn't it ? I believe one day, I will be able to let go and put down because time will heal everything .

 As for now, what I have got to do is make sure that Shervelle is growing up being healthy and good , loved and blessed that's all enough for me. As long as for her future, I'll definitely work harder than before to make sure that she has a better future. I know it can  be rather tiring but at least at the end of the day, I know bibi will definitely smile and says, "I love you, Mommy." For that, it's all worthwhile.

Till than ,
With loves.