一切终于结束了。

25th August 2008 - 06th May 2015;

 

Officially divorced, officially divorceeeeee!  

It's been approx. six years and eighth month plus.

From stranger to friend, to boyfriend/girlfriend, to husband & wife.

From a teenager to adult, from nothing to parent of two daughters.

How did this six years plus passes?

I really have no idea.. I think back where did all these times goes to?

Almost 3 years of dating to we enter marriage life, did everything happen to fast?

Are we ready to be one another's life time partner?

I know clearly that I am and I know exactly that you aren't, but I still take that risk and married you.

And yes, time had proven that I lost.

I lost my youth. I lost my freedom. I lost my time. 

I lost a lot during these six years plus. 

But I know I did learn throughout this six years plus of journey as well..

I've learn to be independent, to be strong for it was my only choice.

From a 'know-nothing-at-all' Mom to 'I-have-to-do-everything' Mom;

to be honest, this journey is really not easy but for the girls, I've manage to pull it thru;

for they give me strength when i was weak.

We've the good and bad times, chances were given to you over and over again.

Despite how flirty you were, how abusive you were;

I still take you as my partner, but you've never shown enough respect to me;

which why we are landed into where we are now - Divorced.

I hold no regrets in leaving you, 

for I've prove that I can do well with the girls without your presence.

I have no regrets to know you, to married you, to bore our kids as well;

for they make me a better, stronger and independent woman now.

I am thankful that your leaving taught me how to be a more capable woman.

I once thought that when a relationship went downhill, its one party to blame but after some time I realize, no it's not. Relationship are manage by two person, so if we've to put blame on someone, both are to be blame and yes, maybe during those days, I didn't manage to be your ideal wife thus the incident happen but ... anyway, it's finally over.

Right now, all i wish is that you will never appear in front of me and the girls anymore.

It could be for I've owe you in the previous life, and now I've return all the 'debts'

All I want now is, 你走你的陽關道，我過我的獨木橋。

Bid goodbye to the past, 

and welcome the beautiful future that awaits for me!!