Emotional breakdown.

 

I'm tired, very tired from everything. 
From the world that I'm facing alone right now. This feeling sucks much.

Everything was alright, but mood swinging is kicking in. 
& I'm feeling really emotional nowadays but doesn't seems like anyone understand so.
Probably only pregnant Mommy would understand how it feels uh?

Second trimester has finally kick in like a few weeks ago. 
Nausea is getting lesser, but headache and fainting spell are kicking in.
I'll feel giddy and I get headache really easily. Lately got migraine also.
Hope it'll goes off soon, and I can feel the small movement from lil'baby, magical movement.

Most of the time when I feel baby's movement, are the time when I'm down.
I think baby is comforting me? Lending me the little shoulder that I need so badly.
This two days I ain't feeling good, no good at all. sigh.
I feel so so so tired, emotionally tired and pain.

Tears keep flowing in me, yet I endure not letting it out.
However I couldn't endure that long, 
the tiredness and pain that I'm going through don't allow me to.
I kept quiet because I doesn't want anyone to ask me, "what's wrong?".

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