@ t h e v e l l e r i n e a l l e y: February 2015

Someone once told me,

"You know, you don't have to MAKE yourself walk out of your phobia...

When the right one comes, his sincerity and gentleness will touch you...

Albeit it will take longer, but if he is the one, you will see it eventually..."

And there he is,

that someone that I never thought would appear in my life came walking towards me

and showered me with so much love.

If you remember, I blog about loving a single mom during November 2014.

I was talking about how loving a single mom would be like and what we need from our partner.

In my blog post, there are a few points that I mention:

I'll just talk about some points.

We need someone that can embrace us and our children with no hesitation.
He love us unconditionally. He given his time and energy to us. Despite his tight schedule, he plan his day including us. For everything that he done for us there was no slightness of hesitation at all. He gave us everything he could, within his limit.

A woman with children can't nor could even if she wants to.
He know that I can't nor could do things more like any other single woman out there, he has no other expectation in me besides to take good care of myself, to rest whenever I can and to eat my meal on time. Besides that, he has never ask more from me. He understand my circumstance and he is always here with me accompanying Shervelle and Sherrine.

A woman with children might have walls that you can't see.
He knows where I am standing and where I am coming from. He can't see how high the walls are in me but yet his sincerity manage to touch me that brings me forward to him. I often thought, "Am I good enough?", "I've got children, is he able to accept? Even if he can, can his family accept?" or the most common question we've might be, "why out of so many single woman, why choose a single mom?" but when I was with him, none of the question came to my mind. He makes me understand what true love is, he let me understand that I am deserved to be love.

He was shy, he was quiet when I first met him.

He didn't talk to me at all when we were with our friends.

He look away whenever I look at him.

Till the next met up,

he finally shows his talkative side and ain't a shy and quiet person I first saw.

We start talking, meet up for dinner and all.

Then you told me about your eye candy, and I never knew that it was me.

We got closer, we went out for more dates and we talk more than usual;

till we became an item.

From Day 1 of our relationship, you've never fail to give me the best.

From everything that I mention, as long as it's within your limit, you'll definitely get me

And there is always no hesitation

Thank you for taking me to breakfast every morning after your night shift

Thank you for getting chocolate for me when I am having a bad day before you head to work

Thank you for queuing cupcakes for me just because I've got craving

Thank you for getting me a camera just because you know I love to selfie

Thank you for getting me a new phone for you know my phone is dying

Thank you for always being so understanding

Thank you for loving the girls like your own

Thank you for pampering us

Thank you for making the choice to love us when you didn't have to

Thank you for everything that you've been doing for me and the girls from the day we're together till now

He ain't a romantic guy,

he ain't someone who express himself much with words,

he don't really say/send mushy stuff,

he annoys me at time,

he scares me with things I dislike at times,

he tells me jokes that are not funny at all,

but I just love him.

And I believe I have found that special someone.

Yes, no doubt but him.

Everyone will meet their special someone. We are just waiting for our right time, our right moment to bring two special person together; to love and to hold one another for the whole lifetime. God might had spend a little time to bring us together, but he is just preparing us to comes together. To love and to embrace one another, to let us understand that we need to cherish one another.

I often told you, to know you in my life was my greatest luck.

You're like an angel, a miracle that God sent to pull me up from my phobia and pain. To give me strength and teaches me how great love could be. Thank you for appearing in our life, to play the role of Dad to Shervelle and Sherrine,giving your best to them. You've taught me what unconditional love can do.