It's the last day of 2013,
I shall do a last update for the last day rhan.
Year 2013 wasn't a really good year till the very last few months of the year. I've been through a lot from September 2012 till Year 2013 and I have to admit that the journey throughout this one whole year was really tiring and suffocating that people around me stats worrying and tears for me but well, all has comes to the good end right now and I'm glad it finally does.
Year 2013,
I separated with the guy I used to love,
the one that I help to bore his kids when I was carrying his 2nd child.
He bring me to the lowest part in my life and kills me mentally, physically and emotionally; that a few times commit suiciding comes to my mind, but I still try to stand strong and not do it, knowing that people around me still cares and loves me, especially my eldest daughter, Shervelle, that she still needs me.
Thus, everything was really shitty and I break down a lot of times, crying in my bedroom, hiding in my room, closing myself up and ignore the world out there knowing the fact that the guy I used to love so much constantly kills me over & over again.
I was blinded by his love stupidly that I endured all the shits that he gave me, all the scolding, all the beatings, all the pain .. I will never forget all that he has done to me and I ever thought of revenging but right now, I don't see a need anymore because I am doing so well without him with my 2 daughters.
And I've forgiven him, though he is still being an ass, but well .. I don't wanna carry any more grudges to a new year. So, if you ever happen to read this, I forgive you for all that you have done and wishing you all the best in the rest of your life.
Year 2013,
I carrying my youngest daughter, Sherrine.
Everything was really bad because I was going through the shits in my life but nevertheless there are moment where she make me feel that I'm not alone. I found out that she was a big baby girl, and I search for names that is compatible with my eldest girl. I name her Sherrine, Xinlei. This pregnancy was much more tough & tiring compare to the first, and the tummy was so big that people often mistaken I was in my 2nd or last trimester.
I had a maternity photoshoot with Shervelle, and it's also our first shoot together, And there are more to come with Sherrine too. (: So, I gave birth to the 2nd angel of mine on June 2013, whereby she supposed to come to the Earth on the end of May, but I guess my tummy is pretty comfy for her uh? Haha.
Year 2013, 1st of June.
Meimei Sherrine has arrive on Earth.
Receiving lots of concern and well wishes from people around me;
thank you for the well wishes, meimei arrive on Earth safely :)
Year 2013, July
Meimei Sherrine is one month old.
Had a mini celebration at home with the closest people in my life.
Year 2013, August
The first trip to the Zoo with Shervelle and Sister
A enjoyable and memorable day, but I think it's better to bring them to zoo when they're 3 years old & above, because that's when they will really enjoy themselves.
Year 2013
The friends that never failed to be here for me.
Thank you Jane & Gina for being here with me throughout the lowest in my life.
Year 2013, October
Dearest Mommy's Birthday.
Had a mini celebration at home and it was definitely a sucessful one. Bought her a bracelet and cake on that day with Sister. Hope she enjoy the birthday.
Year 2013, November
Dearest Daddy's Birthday.
Had a mini celebration at home too. Hope he had a great time.
Year 2013, November 16th.
Dearest Shervelle's Second Birthday.
Had a mini celebration with families and friends. Hope le'girl enjoy herself on that day.
Thank you people who came to make the celebration a sucessful one.
Year 2013, November 23rd
Had a Family outing to Universal Studio Singapore.
It was tiring but still enjoyable because they're happy and I'm happy too,
To: My Dearest Parent
Thank you for all the love that you've been showering me even until now. Thank you for being such a great parent, and not just that, the two of you are the best grandparent too. It must have been tough on the two of you to see me going through the lowest in my life, but I promise I will be much stronger now and more sensible than I were.
Thank you for accepting Sean into my life and willing to give him a chance. Thank you for taking care of me and my two daughters, your grandchildren. Thank you for raising me up, thank you for loving and caring for me, and most importantly, thank you for being there without fail no matter how many times I have fall and been through the lowest in my life.
Sorry for being a stubborn girl, sorry for not taking the advice from you two, sorry to have disappoint you two, sorry for everything that I have done to make the two of you upset and disappointed, angry and fed up.
Daddy & Mommy, I love you.
And I wish that Year 2014 will be a better year for the two of you, for the family too!
Stay happy and healthy as always!
To: My Dearest Sister
I'm thankful that I have a mature sister like you, we've quarrels and arguements, but still the love between us never die, and never fade off. I'm thankful that you are always here for me, talking to me, listening to me, comforting me and giving me advices/ And besides that, I am also thankful that you help me look after the two girls while I am at work.
May the Year 2014 be a good and smooth one for you.
Stay healthy and happy as always.
Thank you Sister, I love you.
To: My Dearest Daughters
Thank you for coming into Mommy's life. Thank you for all the laughters and smile that tthe two of you gave. Thank you for being here with me through my lowest in my life. I am really blessed to have the two of you with me, even though your crankiness kills me some time, but still, I'm loving you as much as I am, and it's never going to stop.
Stay happy and bubbly as always.
Be in good health and grow up well!
Mommy love you, Shervelle & Sherrine.
Dedicate to the people I love.
To: Le'Brother
Though you didn't really help me much in my life, but I'm thankful that you're my brother, thankful that you're still here with me in the lowest part of my life. May the good things be with you, and may Year 2014 be a smooth and great one for you. I love you.
To: Le'Aunts
Thank you for being here with me, thank you for standing by me and showering me and my daughters with love and concern. Thank you for all the things that you've done for me and my daughters. I won't and never will stop loving the two of you. May Year 2014 be a great one for the two of you, and stay happy and healthy always! I love you~~!
To: Le'BFFs, Eileen & Charmaine
Thank you for being such a great friend, thou there might be arguement between us but I still love the two of you, because you will and always are my best friend, my best sisters in my life. I don't know how my life will be without the two of you. We must and shall always be best friends okay? And again, may Year 2014 be a great and smooth one for the two of you nd stay healthy and happy as always.. I love you girls!~
To: Le'Lovelies, Veronica, JiaJuan, Kaibin & Xiaoyuan
You guys are a really a great clique of friends I have. Being here with me, listening to me, having heart to heart talk session, advising me and comforting me. Giving me love and hug me to let me know that you all are always here with me. Life would probably be dull without you all. Thank you for being here and thanks for all the love and concern that you've gave me. Lastly, may Year 2014 be a great and smooth one for you all and stay healthy and happy as always. Love you guys~~!
To: All my friends/everyone out there
Thank you for being here with me in my lowest part of my life. Advising me, concern for me, loving me and comforting me. I really appreaciate it a lot and I hope that in Year 2014, everything will goes smoothly for all of you. Stay happy and healthy as always.
I love you all.
Goodbye 2013, Hello 2014
Be nice to me and everyone out there.
I'm glad that the worthy people are staying in my life and the unworthy people leaving mine.I will stay happy and strong as always. I love you all.
Till than, best regards!
