14
Dec
2012

Emotional breakdown.

 

I'm tired, very tired from everything. 
From the world that I'm facing alone right now. This feeling sucks much.

Everything was alright, but mood swinging is kicking in. 
& I'm feeling really emotional nowadays but doesn't seems like anyone understand so.
Probably only pregnant Mommy would understand how it feels uh?

Second trimester has finally kick in like a few weeks ago. 
Nausea is getting lesser, but headache and fainting spell are kicking in.
I'll feel giddy and I get headache really easily. Lately got migraine also.
Hope it'll goes off soon, and I can feel the small movement from lil'baby, magical movement.

Most of the time when I feel baby's movement, are the time when I'm down.
I think baby is comforting me? Lending me the little shoulder that I need so badly.
This two days I ain't feeling good, no good at all. sigh.
I feel so so so tired, emotionally tired and pain.

Tears keep flowing in me, yet I endure not letting it out.
However I couldn't endure that long, 
the tiredness and pain that I'm going through don't allow me to.
I kept quiet because I doesn't want anyone to ask me, "what's wrong?".

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